Tuesday 3 February 2015

Problems






Assalamualaikum dear readers,

I am back on campus after 3 weeks of holiday. Huh. But today Malaysia is on holiday. It's Thaipusam :) and tomorrow I got no class !! YEAY FOR ME. haha.

Well I don't know how many of you people read my blog but I still wanna share something :) Rite know I am still busy even though it is just the start of Spring Semester. YEPP i have another exam. IELTS. ugghhh why oh why they let out that new requirement ! Previously students that want to pursue their degree in MPharm don't have to take IELTS before entering the program. They only have to take it before going to continue their two final years in Nottingham UK Campus. But NOW ! We have to take this exam and must get Band 6.5 and above. I don't know how to react on this. So, right now I am doing some of past year's paper. The Reading and Listening sections are quite easy but the Speaking and Writing part is a major problem. well not so major but I still doubtful about it. I mean I am afraid I cannot answer their questions because of lack of general knowledge and narrow vocabulary. I am not that bad in English but I'm not that magnificence either. I still have some flaws in my writings. But gratefully my grammar is not something to worry about. Alhamdulillah.

Another thing that bugs my mind is my last semester's result. It will come out on 6th of February. I am more to anxious that worried actually. I don't know why I feel that way. I have done all my best. seriously. I could feel that I did better than the first semester. But I am still afraid of the result. I thin this is maybe because I REALLY REALLY need to score in order to get into the MPharm program. I know Allah will give the right path for me. and I also know that He knows how hard I have worked. But still my head won't stop rhyming the words that make me nervous. (( haha I am blaming my head )) I need to let it go right ? I mean I need to trust in Allah. and when I trust in Allah, I need to let go of my wariness.

And I am so sorry I have not make any reviews on what I've read last months. I have managed to finished 4 books. and right now I am reading the fifth book but well it'll be a slow read because I got an exam to catch up with. Maybe after IELTS I will continue with my reading challenge.

To those who read this please pray for me :)