Friends ?

Assalamualaikum and good morning readers :)

I just drank my coffee and ate 3 slices of bread. AHH kenyang sudah. This morning I had to go to my primary school just because my little brother left his book. He's in standard 2 by the way. I was responsible because I was supposed to make sure that his timetable is followed correctly. sigh. So, without taking my shower or even brush my teeth ( ya Allah. haha ) I changed my cloth and hopped in the car. Yes, segan sikit but well I'm a big girl right ? and my brother need me so I need there for him. So, as soon as I reached there which is just 3-5 minutes from my house, I asked a help from a prefect girl. Ahh and suddenly the memories rushed into my mind. I went for that school for my entire primary education- 6 years ! How can I not remember the memories ? I remembered my friends which some of them are still my besties ! - Shafika, Khairunnisa, Atikah Husna are the closest actually as both of them still continuing to listen to my stupid stories up until now. Such a good friend :D I remembered my first crush. haha that's a funny story though. I was fragile, immature and quite rebellious at that time. I did LOTS of wrong stuffs especially when I started my standard 4. But, when I flashed them back, I am grateful that I made all the mistakes because if I don't, then I might not be this careful. I got to know a few ' false friends ' and learned their characters so that I would not be like that. Well, TBH I learned a lot of useful skills.

As I have started my topics about friends, why don't I just continue to talk about that ? What do we understand about ' friend ' or ' friendship ' ? For me a friend ( good friend/ best friend ) is a person that should like you for who you are, be fair to you, bring you close to Allah, never betray you and always give you good advice. When we have found that kind of friends, keep them because InsyaaAllah they will bring us to the right path. Along our journey, we might meet with friends that make us feel insecure and the seems trying to get something from us instead of sincerely be friend with us. Instead of hating them, and spreading bad rumors about them, all we need to do is just make a large gap between us and them. Just keep smiling but never show that you are holding your grudge. Keep in mind that Allah wants you to meet them because He wanted you to learn something :) Throughout my school life, I have seen  a few of my school mates that went astray because they followed their friends. Alhamdulillah I am not one of them. But, should we blame them ? They were immature at that time, so do I but I am just lucky that I have the common sense to choose between right or wrong. Maybe they are just trying to find ways to get out from their misery. I felt ashamed of myself because I cannot help them back then. I wished I could be a person that matters to someone but instead I'm just a person that just passing through someone's life without leaving any good memories. Well, now I am trying to be a better friend. Better than what I used to be :) Dear readers, a true friend is not someone that supports us in wasting our life just because we are happy with it, but a true friend is someone that is ready to be scolded and hated by us when they are trying to wake us up from our ' high '. I don't know about you but that's what I feel. I feel this way because I've been through this situation. Now, Alhamdulillah everything is fine. Thank you to Allah for all of the experiences.

That's all for now. Hope you enjoy your reading :D BYE lovelies.

Disney addict

Assalamualaikum and good evening.

Taiping is having a heavy down pour just now. With thunder and lightning :o Alhamdulillah because now I can breath in fresher air. Having a 2 months holiday is so risky. haha because I have a tendency to waste my holiday without I even know it. Right now, my plans for this holls don't really go on a right track yet. I mean, I still didn't start playing my keyboard and continuing my art works. I wish the mood could come faster because I am really wasting my TIME. I don't even finish a NOVEL yet even though it's almost a month I am home. How bad is that ? I am so gonna regret this if I don't work things out. But ! I am excited for our family holiday in Pulau Langkawi ! Langkawi Island is just my family get away place. Since past 4 years we keep going there every year, I just love it. Plus, we are staying at Meritus Beach Resort and Spa. The service is almost PERFECT I can tell. We stayed there last year and I just don't wanna go home. Boleh bajet2 ala princess bila duduk sana. hahahaha. Oh ya, its at Chenang Beach anyway. Please go there because it is the merriest place in Langkawi especially for tourists ( setakat yang saya tahu lah ) hehe.

Okay I'm gonna stop babbling and start with my real story for today. DISNEY. haha yes I am a Disney addict but I am truly happy with that fact. Sometimes we forget about our childhood-we forget how pure and sincere we are- we forget how we always obey our parents and the worst is we forget who we truly are. I don't know about others but Disney conquer half of my childhood. I have started enjoying Disney Channel when I am 6 years old I think as that's that's the first time my parents subscribe for Astro :) I can still remember Bananas in pajamas. haha. The new one is so lame. For me, when I watched the movies and series again I could feel that I have found the real me. ME that I have pushed away because I think that I am too old for that. When I remember how I used to obey my parents and never lie to them, I started to think that, if we keep being like how we behaved during our childhood, we will end up just fine. No heartbreaks, no stress, no promises. But I know it will not happen that way but why trash all the good things if we could save some ? We could just take the parts that we are sincere, lovable and our enthusiasm in everything we do. Don't you remember how Cinderella never give up ? and the friendship of Winnie The Pooh with his friends ? TBH semua cerita ada moralnya kan ? Cuma cara kita memahami itu yang membezakan kita.

I am not ashamed when people said that I am such a kid because I am still obeying my parents and still ask them before I do something, because this is the only time. Why we want to grow up so fast ? The time will come. and when that time come, you will thinking about going back if you don't make a full use of your young-life.

Sudah lah tu membebel yee dinie :D Good day everyone. InsyaaAllah nak ikut mama abah ke Taiping Mall malam ni. Just doing a sneak peek.

A geek

Assalamualaikum and good evening.

We meet again. Have you guys had your lunch yet ? Well you better have one because I've already had mine !! yum huh ? Today I'm not fasting like other 4 days before. Ada lagi 2 hari untuk hbiskan puasa enam :) Cuma harini mama dinie tak larat sikit. Hehehe. To all Muslims, lets us fasting in this month of Syawal. InsyaaAllah jika kita ikhlas, kita akan dapat ganjaran yang lumayan. After this I will help my parents at our family pharmacy - FARMASI KAMUNTING. As you all know I'm 18 and of course I am not a school student anymore but instead I am a college student. yeaa ! haha.

The University of Nottingham Malaysia is where I am studying right now under MARA sponsorship. Alhamdulillah I got my preferred course which is pharmacy. yeep it's in mah blood. Why not Medic ? haha it's a hot question to answer. Even though my SPM results are quite exemplary and I am eligible to apply for the Medic course but still, I DON'T. I am AFRAID. yes that's it. JUST THAT. Being a doctor-to-be is surely not easier that being a doctor itself. It's just the same. The work load- the risk- the time consumption. But yes the pay is worth it. Still, it's not my choice. Have you ever think of the reason why adults ( especially in Malaysia - my aunts and uncles ) always want us to be doctor ? Like there is no other important person for us to be. When I asked my father this question he said- " Memang orang semua pandang tinggi terhadap doktor walaupun apa yang dilakukan hanyalah membalut luka yang kecil, sebab semua yang dilakukan itu amatlah bermakna. Doktor selamatka nyawa orang yang mereka sayang". Yes it is true but if everyone wants to be a doctor and there is no engineer, politician, astronomers, and other important jobs, what would our life be ? I strongly believe that no matter what your dream are, you just need to work it out- not just saying "Alah pass cukuplah. " Because, I can promise you that all the hard work is really worth it. I know cause I have been through some of the feeling ( not ALL yet ).

Since I was in my primary school, I always try to be the best in my academic ( I am bad at sports oh God ). My efforts really pay off though. My UPSR, PMR and SPM results are the proves that keep me believe in
" work hard and smart " moto. But of course all along that way, I lost something that others get. But then again I talk to myself that this world is not mine. I cannot have everything. " We have to choose " That's my other moto. ( hah I've a lot of moto actually ) I still remember back on that days, I studied like it's my only hobby. but I'm not SUPER STRESS though. I LOVE to study and read books ( don't judge me okay I am lame i know ) Belajarlah kerana Allah. Niatlah untuk membantu agamanya. Dinie study so that I can achieved my dream and that dream is not only having a good job, enormous house and money as high as mountain. The dream is also to fulfill our promise to Allah. Kalau kita tak usaha untuk mencari ilmu Dia macamana kita nak kenal Allah. Dan kita tak boleh lupa kepada ibu bapa kita. They want to see us happy, both in this world and also akhirat. and we must not forget untuk berdoa dan bertawakal kepada Allah lepas kita usaha. Allah is always there for us :) Bila kita study dan tidak melupakan Allah, InsyaaAllah kita tak akan jadi stress or even histeria.

See you in my next post lovelies.

Human and mistakes are inseparable

Assalamualaikum and good afternoon to all . Ceehh macam ramai sangat je yang membaca. haha tak apalah.

Like I said this is not the first time I am keeping a blog. This is the second time actually and TBH I am really excited about this. Because dinie nak penuhkan blog ni dengan kata-kata semangat, nasihat ke and pengalaman yang dinie rasa patut di share kan. But it looks quite hard isn't it ? I mean, to post about something that could really help other people. Macam mana sekalipun, I'm gonna try yaah sbb berkata perkara yang baik adalah lebih baik daripada menceritakan hal-hal yang lagha kan ?

I don't know where to start. haha. Let's start with something that is closer to my heart shall we ?
I am a post-school-student * I don't this that's a word * so like other teenagers I also have some sweet, sour and bitter memories* bukan perkataan juga haha *. Even though at school I am one of the top students and a 'book worm' I guess, but still I did A LOT of mistakes that up until now I cannot forgive myself but hey, Allah is always there for me and I know that everything happened for a reason. In life, we cannot avoid doing wrong stuffs because that's what human do right ? We do mistakes. But we must always remember that we can make our choices whether to still doing that mistakes or stop it with our strong will. The most important is kita tak boleh kata " Dah takdir aku macamni ". Well yes Allah has already know our faith but still He wants us to work hard to be the one that we promised Him to be. Remember, when you need someone to talk to, talk to Allah. I am not that kind of 'alim' person but still I am a Muslim and I got to do what Allah has told me to do. Trust me, you will be much better when you tell your misery and stories to Allah instead of telling them to other people because Allah is the one who creates you and He knows the best for you. And yeah it took me like forever to realise this. Teruk kan ? I am trying to be a better person to my religion, family and myself. Hard but it is worth to work for.

If we ever had done something wrong and bad, remember, don't ever lose faith. Berdoalah kepada Allah agar Dia mengampunkan kita dan berdoalah jugak agar Dia membantu kita diberikan hidayah untuk melonjakkan diri kita ke arah yang benar. Well, that's what I do after the wake up call. And sejak dari tu dinie rasa lebih tenang. So, the conclusion is that even if we have done a lot of bad deeds and mistakes all we need to do is STOP IT and pray to Allah, talke to Him, and cry to Him. Let your heart out. He is our creator. He knows even way better that anyone. and the best is He will never let you down.

That's it . See you in next post ;)